EeChan.

2008-11-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

COUSIN'S WEDDING IS SUPER FUN! :D
went over to aunt's house to sleepover ( help out ) .
i didnt sleep the whole night oh!
do some maths homework & walked around the house.
at around 3+ , the photographer came & a lot of people is there alr.
Bride's sister group played around with the guys.
ITS SUPER FUN MANSZX! :)
i sleep for a while.
TEA CEREMONY! ( RED PACKET! )
slacked around & food arrived.
BLAH BLAH BLAH !
went home after that to bath & changed.
cab-ed down to the hotel.
I sitted at the reception area to help out.
Have a lot of fun of course.
Sitted with cousin.
talked a lot about him eh.
many memories flashed into my mind.
you, you & you.
the dinner was nice definitely.
HOMEEEEEEEEEEE ~ :D:D

You set me free

2008-10-31T12:45:00.004+08:00

Hello faithful blog readers.

Have you heard of Nick Vujicic?

He's really one amazing guy who never limits himself.
Though he doesn't has limbs but there's still such hope in his life..
What about us?
We've got limbs and I'm sure we can do much more things and there's much more hope in our life..

Come and join us and hear his testimony! (you can always contact either ee chan or me :)
You'll never know when's he coming again..
Cease the opportunity~

Life has been great.
CEG yesterday was really exuberant.
I was really touched by God's presence.
I'm sure everyone who was there was pretty encouraged.
Our visions are gonna come to pass (:

On the other hand, our beloved zl, Garrett preached last sunday!
Do not despise your birthright!
I'm glad I'm still here.
Let's grow old together with church (:

Ok, its time to leave for training.
Today will be great.

lv,
Vanessa han

2008-10-30T15:21:00.004+08:00

2008-10-30T15:04:00.001+08:00

COMPUTER SPOILT :(
SO WONT BE ABLE TO POST & ONLINE AS USUAL! :(
BUT I WILL TRY TO POST MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2008-10-29T16:03:00.003+08:00

LOW CHANG HENG :)

IM OVER AT LOW CHANGHENG HOUSE NOW! :D
BORED! :(
ZHIMEI and CLARA is beside me now.
CHANGHENG is sleeping now.
Snore super loud looooooooh. (oh my tian)
supposed to go training but sore eyes.
super tired siol.
anw, the tag named 101 is actually me. hohohoho. (please dont be mistaken)
going home later to sleep! :)
"YOU THIS SMALL LIL THING :)"
ILOVEYOU :D

2008-10-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY'S SERVICE WAS POWERFUL! :)
Pastor Aries shared with us about growth in church.
Its amazing.
Im going to burst my cg during NOVEMBER manszx!
TODAY GARRETT PREACH SUPER EXTREMELY WELL! :DD
Im impacted by what he said.
Im in the right church, come in in the right time & definitely im the right person!
IM GLAD IM IN THE BEST CHURCH IN THE WORLD!
happy for people that they come back church.
GET PLANTED ALRIGHT! :)
(jeremy zhang, you promise me liao ah. heh.)

God spoke to me & he say that i must be faithful to him. He will let the things that i prayed for be fulfill. He's just amazing. I love my God, Pastors, Leaders & Friends.

thanks LF for your lovely sentences. (i know you are a great friend)
thanks wonderful ppl like PECKHOON, WENDILY, VH, SOK, YY, MEL, WENDYNEO, & GARRETT! & other cg mates. You guys are awesome.
thanks fungqi, xiaojiao,jiaxin & more for being my new church friends! you guys rocks mannnnn! :DD

2008-10-25T11:40:00.002+08:00

ytd went training.
it was super extremely slack.
after training went simei w/ bf.(vh)
supposed to chalet with her but she didnt want to go alr.
eat at coffee shop.
the uncle is crazy loh! siao ding dong.
eat alr went east point shop shop.
took pics of course. :D
meet brother(ben) at airport.
vivian & her cousin is there too :)
me & han play with the trolley there, hahahah, so funnyyyyyyyyyyy. :D
HER PHONE IS FLOODED WITH OUR PICTURES! WOOTS~
went home after that! :D
IM SUPER HAPPY TODAY! :DD

2008-10-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

im rotting at home.
supposed to go for E30's cg but i was told not to go.
meet LF instead.
im super tired now.
we were supposed to meet fishball tgt.
she couldnt make it :(
we went to bishan.
eat pasta at cafe cartel.
it was definitely nice.
walk around there.
nothing to do, decided to go to church.
the bus ride was super long & we realised that we took the wrong bus.
ARGH! STUPID BUS! :S
took cab instead.
LF went to meet her mum & i went homeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-10-22T08:25:00.000+08:00

went to school as normal.
im sick again.
i suddenly felt breathless.
i couldnt breathe as normal.
i felt like im dying.
went to the doctor.
how i wished the doctor could say : you have 2 months more to live.
but thn he said that im over anxiety alr.
if im not getting better after 5 days, i need to go to the hospital. :(
btw, my medicine is GREEN in colour.
cooooool right, hehehehehh.

2008-10-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

went out with lovely cousin today!
we went to watched movie (butterfly lover)
its quite standard actually.
the ending is the same.
eat kfc after that.
we ordered so muched that we couldnt finish.
actually we going hospital after that but its too late alr.
in the end, we shop around.
and of course, i saw a lot of friends! :D
walked home with her.
heheheh, on the way home is super fun.
slacked around & homeeeeeeeeee. :)
I LOVE HANGING WITH COUSIN!! <3

2008-10-20T09:55:00.000+08:00

recently im super busy.
im here to update my blog! :)
ytd went sentosa with cg-mates.
mel, peck, zoe, ben, sok.
we had a lot of fun.
train-ed to gh.
visit ah ma.
im so worried for her mannnnnn :(
but i know that God is always there!
homed very late ytd so nvr go school today.
talked to fishball on msn.
soooooooooooooooooooo funny lah.
i promised her i'll blog about her!
heheheheheh, i love fishball! :D

2008-10-19T11:13:00.002+08:00

ytd meet yy to church.
helped her w/ chung cheng stuffs.
hahahahahahah.
meet cg mates & went to pm.
soon, service started.
Pastors is leaving very very soon!
i will miss Pastors manszx. :(
Charleston is preaching today.
Ytd's service was awesome.
HAHAHAHA! :)
i love my big wonderful family! :)

2008-10-18T11:40:00.002+08:00

ytd went sentosa.
went to huiqi's house first.
walk-ed to inter tgt.
makan, ben meet us.
bus-ed to harbourfront.
journey super longgggg!
reached SENTOSA!!! :)
play in the water.
soooooon, yuxuan, alvin & dylan came.
we use soccer ball to play manzxszxs.
sooooooooo fun! :D:D
they like keep bully me & huiqi sia.
they "took" ben & jerry's ice-cream.
yummmmy!
we took a lot of pics.
will upload super soon!
train-ed to hospital visit cousin.
COUSIN, GET WELL SOOOOOOOOON! TAKECARE! :)
uncle fetched us homeeee. :)
Excited for today's service worhszx! :D

2008-10-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

ytd didnt went school.
super boring at home.
im now over at han's house.
play wii till hand super pain.
so now using com.
HAHA!

i decided to give you up. i decide for a veh long time. nothng will come out from this relationship. i rather suffer for a short time than a long time. soooooooooo, conclusion is i giving you up! we are still friend manszxszx. dear friends, i swear swear swear i will forget him this time round. :)
SENTOSA TMR! :D:D

2008-10-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

you are no longer there when i need you.
you are no longer the one waiting for me.
you are no longer the one always pei-ing me.
you are no longer the one cheering me up when im down.
you are no longer the one loving me.
you are gone, forever.
what a dumbo i am.
let you slip by my side.
if i know these days will come, i wont let these days happen in the first place.
you seems so un-important to me when we were tgt, now you are gone, you seems so important. forgetting you is almost impossible.
today, i walked the route home.
i thought of you that you used to send me home using that route.
many memories just flashed back into my mind.
how i wished you could return to my side. :(

i let a lot of ppl down. i promise them i would forget you but i cant. sorry friends :(

2008-10-13T11:53:00.001+08:00

i suddenly thought of this.
ytd went home with ivy.
she made me remind things that related to you.
i think of you doing silly stuffs for me.
you pei me not to drink cold drinks tgt when my hand is injured.
you waited for me till my cca finished. you pei me home.
you always bear with my stupid attitude.
i didnt know that you seems so important when you leave me.
its my fault for letting you go.
without you, i cant live my life happily.
all the laughter, i forced it out.
if i can have a chance to get back a thing i had lost, i want you.
i always think of the things you did for me. i was touched.
i admit i didnt cherish you in the past.
i was the one who initiated it.
i dont blame you cause i leave you when i even found out something.
i was super wrong.
i regret initiating the -----.
i dont know why i always angry with you.
if i know this day will happen, i wont angry in the first place.
i will cherish you.
you were so good to me yet i treated you badly.
you are a good boyfriend. (seriously)
im a fcuking bad girlfriend.
i got my retribution alr.
i hate myself now.
the best way for forgiving myself is to kill myself.
( i miss the time when we were tgt. i miss you, really. )

2008-10-12T10:52:00.000+08:00

AWESOME! :D
children's church were awesome!
ytd, sis(eejun) & siawkee went to church with me! :)
they accepted Christ into their life!
i was so happy manszxszx.
i thought they would be alone in church but they made new friends on their own!
HAPPY HAPPY MANSZX! :D
JASLYN SING ASKED ME TO BLOG ABOUT HER! :)
She's the girl that always cheer me up man. Always encouraging me. i love you JASLYN! :)
(so now's your turn to blog about me! ) Lets love God tgt! :D

2008-10-11T13:25:00.000+08:00

i ran out of tears to cry alr.
yes, i told you how i feel & everything.
i had a very strong feeling that you hate me ever since that day.
i dont know if im thinking too much. :(
im trying very hard to accept the truth, but i cant.
i kept on lying to myself, trying to make myself feel happier.
i know we are impossible alr.
so, you do take care.
rmb, we are still brother & sister.
(please please please, dont avoid me)

2008-10-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

Whewwws.
exams over! (happy?)

many things happen recently. & its all negative. just talked to elaine & peck on phone. peck talked to me & i really told her everything. i was feeling upset for the breaking up stuffs. its all over! the nice lil verse: dont sad cause its over, smile cause it happened.
i think its correct. i promise i wont make ppl sad for me anymore. at least i have a bunch of good friends beside me. many things happen, i realised that i do have a lot of good friends surrounds me. they really care for me man. i think i must not be sad anymore. and i must go back to the happy kid, EECHAN! :) thanks for those who are always encouraging me. love youuuu peeeooopleeeeee <33

*sorry for quarrelling with you. we are still brother & sister. :)

Make a stand, eechan!

2008-10-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

today overslept till 645 -.- ( i thought today is thursday )
something bad happened!
i bend down to get mummy's wallet and i knock into the side corner of the chair! ( sharp siol )
my eye turn red on the spot lah.
super red lah. (argh! pain )
reach school, went to find teachers.
teachers advised me to to take exams but i insist.
poa paper was easy.
after school go eat w/ han first.
walked home.

HEADLINE OF THE DAY! :)
VanessaHanJiaYing was super afraid of CROWS.
she pull my hand veh tightly when she saw it sia. and we like walk 1 big circle in order not to get close to the crows. so next time if she bully you, get her a crow & she will beg for help. (so funny! )

2008-10-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

today went school with huiqi as usual.
maths paper 2 was super tough! ( my 26 marks fly away loh! )
recess with han.
poa paper was tough too( 17 marks gone! )
after school went studying with corey, alvin, yuxuan,han & weisia.
i think we are not studying loh. (we play like crazy sia)
homed with corey.
hahaha, shhhh. *winks. (secret)
corey is veh angry with yuxuan due to the prank thingy.
LOL! :)

while walking home, i thought of you. i thought of you sending me home & we had laughter. i wanted to go back to the past. without you, i cant laugh heartily. putting on a brave front in front of everybody. life was like hell. i realised that i love you super loads. nothing, nothing could change the fact now. i regreted. you left me alone :'(

2008-10-08T10:56:00.000+08:00

Cry Cry Cry.
nothing could change the fact. (except for you)
i was very moody ytd.
i suddenly realised that i took everything for granted.
like you, friends, money & so on.
i was soooo wrong.
i had realised my mistakes.
so what, will you come back? no, you wont.
actually i cant blame you.
i was the one who cause it.
ping said that i was dumb. (break patch is all i say)
she was right.
the more i think about it, the more i will be sad.
CHANGHENG cheer me up the whole morning.
PINGPING also.
Fever. sore throat. :(

i was wrong. very very wrong. im sorry. i didnt meant it. i love you.

2008-10-07T13:17:00.000+08:00

a lot of things happen during this period.
im unable to cheer up due to some problems happened last night.
arghhhh. i cried for you.
i said break is cause i cant tolerate you alr. we are stead but we dont even talk. why why why. hais. im sad. i dont know what really happened to me. i can tell you im like this. i always said i want break but i sure will regret der. i regret alr. i shouldnt said that. now is the exams period. how i wish we could go back to the past. i care so much for you yet you seems like you dont even care. you are always with your friends. im always transparent. hais. nothing could change the fact that we are no longer stead. i miss you, i miss the time when we were tgt. i trust you that you love me more than the past. i tried to maintain the relationship between us. but suddenly i found out i cant. all i can conclude is that I CANT CHANGE THE FACT THAT WE ARE NO LONGER TGT. :(
I still love you, 3684527. (& its forever)
eighty zero days.

2008-10-06T14:12:00.000+08:00

Cafe Cartel. :)

Barang Barang. :)

2008-10-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

6th October 2008! :)
today went school with huiqi.
i was late again -.-
walk-ed to school with her.
SS was super tough. (i wrote a lot of rubbish)
recess with zm.
BIO was quite tough. (i got study for it leh)
HOMED! :)
(headache now)

i miss bf :(
& i love you.

PINGPING! :)
recently saw you staying back in school just for sake of studying & pass your exams. i was sort of like happy. its nvr too late to study aite. i know i always disturbyou when you are studying.(sorry) jiayou for the coming exams. i know you can do it man. Love you love you :D

2008-10-05T11:25:00.000+08:00

YTD'S SERVICE WAS AWESOME!! :)
Pastor actually end it on time!
i was impacted by Pastor's sermon.
"FOLLOWSHIP!"
i told peck that i felt really happy and stuffs.
:D :D :D :D
makan w/ wendily, zoe, sokmin,peck & joyce(lovelyfriend)
they are all my cute lil cg mates! :)
exams getting nearer & nearer. GOT TO STUDY HARD ALR!
after exams meeting han & lovely friend to shop like hell!
mwahahahaha. lovely friend, rmb our promises ah! (later going study w/ her!)
cooooooool manzxszx.

LASTLY, IMITATE YOUR LEADERS & PASTOR AS THEY IMITATE CHRIST!! :)

2008-10-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Today went school w/ huiqi.
SHE WAS VEH EARLY OKAY!
well, maths paper was average. (!)
geog paper was definitely tough!
i like sleeping throughout the paper loh!
i nvr get zero i happy liao.
slack w/ zm.
HAHA! (i saw my oreocrush! cutecute!)
RANDOM RANDOM(!)

2008-10-02T18:08:00.000+08:00

Today' MT paper was easy lah.
was day dream through-out the whole paper.
(HAHAHA!)
get to sleep anw.
after slack here slack there.
went walking around with zm.
she thought me maths but i dont understand siol.
(opps!)
i feel in love with 如果有一天. :)

我越来越不明白自己了.

2008-10-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

changed url alr.
definitely got some reasons but i dont want to say it out.
exams coming nearer & nearer.
still havent study siol.
WORK HARD AH EECHAN! :)